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if i had to explain how i felt in one word it would be… alone. its ok i can and will take care of myself i dont know what to do with myself though it is confusing and i want some one to love me. that some one knows who they are. things never work out how i want… i hate that. i want friends and my lover. i want love. im not gonna have that for a long time.its time to be a big girl now and take care of me and im gonna start to make better disisions. starting now
